its bad.

people always say, "it's okay, let it out."
and when you do, it feels good. kinda helps you sleep easier at night.
and then you get used to it.
and then you start letting it out every time.
and then you start letting it out at the wrong time.
wrong place.
wrong people.

shit, there shouldn't even be people some of the times when you let it out.



so it gets bad.
too much of anything gets bad.

now this time, we keep it bottled up.
what mama dont know wont hurt her right?
what nobody knows wont hurt them.

but in the end, you blow up.
its not even the fact that you blow up that hurts the ones around you.
its the fact that they weren't expecting it.



so what to do? what to do?

find middle ground, of course.




but easier said than done.
much easier, you fuckers.